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Suicide For Love by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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Suicide For Love

"I walked around last night, walked right past you. On you porch, you sat crying, banging on the door. I thought it was a bad time, so I kept right on walking. Now I sit crying my eyes out. The police stopped by today, sat me down for a little talk today. They said…" Sobbing as she spoke. "Well, they said that you were found, dead…" raising her voice. "You were dead, and I am so mad… I am so upset! They said you slit your wrists" crying harder… she attempts to finish. "Five slashes they found! Five!" at this point she can hardly bare her own words. "That wasn't good enough was it? You couldn't just leave it alone could you?" Rocking her se

carol of the bells -delirium03 by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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carol of the bells -delirium03

Hark! How the bells, sweet silver bells, all seem to say, throw cares away… Cruelty shines like oil, and I am alone as the first star in the winter sky. The warning whisper of the coming night threatens me, and I glance fearfully at the fading sunset. The temperature drops steadily as the colors of pollution and motorboat gasoline disappear over the carefully planted treetops of suburbia. Christmas is here, bringing good cheer, to young and old, meek and the bold… I have never been here before, but where I live, every street is the same. I smell the night smell, drier than usual, and its chill air travels my respiratory system leaving a f

for you by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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for you

Dress my up in pretty lace, Paint a smile on my face, If that's what it takes to make you happy, I'll do it all for you. Hide my scars with bloodied hands, I'll smile as you make impossible plans, If that's what it takes to make you love me, I'll do it all for you. I'll blind my eyes so I can't see, Mask my face, hide the true me, If that's what it takes to make you smile, I'll do it all for you.

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a poem with no title by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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a poem with no title

The sands of my heart sing sweet whispers Like snow after too much misplaced sun Time does not turn quickly just is when you're not around Too watch it as it spins a web too tangled, it's tangible you see.. And a sleep that has no feeling Is more clear than anyone can tell Like a glance that meets the eye and looks away But you would never notice Nor would you ever want to Because it would scorch your soul like ice too dry And melt these freezing winters that split my heart like axes Inbedded in my skin too deep to feel My veins they are not lying Just my heart is wired And you're thinking too hard about what I'm trying to say

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Attempt by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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Attempt

I've based too much off this moment I know I've lived on a lie Why did I change myself for you? I can no longer reach your hand You've strayed too far You've corrupted me to the point of death And what more, I still can't get over you Stop blocking my path Stop the guilty feelings that have taken over my days I no longer want to feel Just take it all away I'm done being strong I'm done holding everything inside My tongue won't allow me to speak My mind won't allow me to think My heart won't allow me to mend the brokenness My breath won't allow me to stop I'm delirious, so wrapped up Too far wedged into this space Someone

I am Me by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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I am Me

I have spent more than half my life being what the world wanted to me to be, But now I have realized it's time to set myself free. Lock away my old wardrobe, and throw away the key I am not a "freak", I am not a "goth", I am not "prep", I am me. I am not a puppet, I've let go of my strings, I am nothing special, But I can breath, I am human don't be fooled, just because I can't be categorised doesn't mean I'm not "cool" I am not a "nerd", I am not a "poser", I'm not a "punk" I am me. I am my castle, you are my sea, You are the sand that surrounds me, You built me up, but now that's not enough, I'm leaving the beach. I can't be l

This World by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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This World

Verse 1: Im freestanding and demanding, an answer, about what keeps happening, and the freeze, starts the knees buckling, and these feelings, of weak tumbling, feet stumbling, in shackles, on broken ankles, and what would happen, if I weren't able, to grow no stronger, no longer stable, and now a monger, and by this label, of rage and anger, im not an angel, not scared of danger, and I will tangle the unknown feelings, and mangle the words un-healing, and change them to be revealing, and say ten million people, will craze to be the real thing, and when I can't take it no longer, I will just take a se

Fear by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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Fear

I know I like to boast like Im the best, but the rest of this crap I'm just startin to get off my chest, I'm afraid and scared of failing terribly, I'm walking around looking cautious and weary, I feel like it's right at the seams I'm tearing, and opening up it's just so scary, I feel like im losing my whole identity, every time I rhyme I get filled with energy, the sentences flow and go many ways, my hearts the writer more than I am many days, any ways, I need to let off some steam, and I'm scared to fall asleep cuz my dreams, they scare me watchin me cautiously constantly, they bombard me with chaotic obstacles, and half the t

Carousel Days by StepOutandBeYourself, literature

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Carousel Days

I wish I could go back To the days that used to be When horsies and dollies Were everything to me I wish I could go back To the strawberry sweet bubble gum To the carousel of little girls' hearts Where everything was sugar fun When we skipped through the house And took off our clothes Innocence is everything And this everybody knows When boys have cooties And they can't break our hearts When tigerlilies and bumble bees Were just another part Of simple life and happy dreams And cotton candy clouds win me And daddy picks me up and says Get back up and fly today... I wish I could go back To feeling like a little girl Where

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Destroying Hell and Heaven by darknessupon, literature

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Destroying Hell and Heaven

Butterfly wings so fragile they just crumple. In the distance, the earth cracks open. The mountains shake, becoming an earthquake. The clouds thunder, the heavens collapse. Hell starts to rise, all the heavens die. The sky twisting with black, demonic flashes. Lightning striking, Earth can feel the slashes. Bleeding lava, melting skin to bones. The human race left to dethrone. Heaven and Hell, both well known. Eat the wounded, disguard the dead Use there bodies, throw the head. Watch them wilt, the world burn. Shake. Break. Awake. The world, the human race. Empty each path you take. Erase humanity and stretch space. Make ro

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StepOutandBeYourself

Jul 8, 2005

Contest Ideas

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Hello members! As we all know, school has ended and its summertime! :boogie: [for most of us i think?] anywho, i think we should kick off the new start with a brand spankin' new contest! welllll.....im sure we all know/knew the feeling of when summer was in its prime, but 'the back to school' sales were creeping up around the corner. so i felt it would be cool to have a contest on:   Summer VS. School write, draw, paint, anything!! on ur feelings of summer vs school. if you would like to take part of this contest, send a note with the subject as Summer vs. School  [or something to that extent, so we know its for the contest!]. in the no

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StepOutandBeYourself

Jun 21, 2005

StepOutandBeYourself: A New Beginning++Reminder

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/Member List/ | /About The Club/ ^^^A NEW BEGINNING^^^ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ hello all ~StepOutandBeYourself (https://www.deviantart.com/stepoutandbeyourself) members, this is Debster07. :icondebster07: I am pretty sure that u have already read the last journal entry saying that the club is ending. weeeellll...i have talked to ryan, and he approves of handing the club over to me. I am excited to meet all of you members, and i hope that everything goes great. if there are any members interested in being apart of the staff, please feel free to send a note. ***also make sure that if you are interested in being a part of the staff, make sure that you have a

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StepOutandBeYourself

Mar 6, 2005

A2Z Update - We need you!

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/Member List/ | /About The Club/ /A2Z Update/ The ball is really rolling now :D - so far we have: ~Bonehilda (https://www.deviantart.com/bonehilda) :iconcamac: :iconDamain: :iconelche: :iconfairystar26: :iconGrey-Wolff: :iconhana-chan: :iconIRunWithScissors: :iconkl3pt0: :iconlostpuppy44: :iconoompaloompasarecool: :iconplzen-czech: :iconsp0ngeb0bsbuddie: :icontourdefrance: :iconxandria-tchebbi: on board, but we're still looking for people to fill the spaces A J N Q R U V W Y Z - so if your username starts with any of those letters, note us! please :) /A2Z Colaboration/ We're looking to put together a montage of members' artwork, covering the A to Z of member names - it

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